OMG, Coffy and Mr Rush.

I am starting to get really freakin frustrated. Don't ask me why because I don't think that there is a rational explanation for anything that I see, hear or think lately.
Something needs to change. And then I listen to this song and it says that nothing is ever gonna change. How uplifting.
I need to read more. I need to write more. I'm losing my mind. I need someone to talk to. Moving on..

I watched Coffy last night. Pam Grier is one mean ass bitch in this movie. It was kind of explicit, but not as explicit as it was "Jesus woman, put those things back into your dress." It's basically about this woman (Pam) that wants to take revenge on all the drug pushers, because her sister is currently in a rehab institution because she was too retarded to know that drugs fuck you up. Now Pam has to go around killing pimps and drug pushers instead of just being a nurse at the hospital. Also, she indirectly got her 'boyfriend' killed, because she told him about how she wanted to kill all the drug pushers in the world. Now see, if she didn't tell him about it, he probably would have gone with his cop buddies when they wanted to get a finger in the pimp and junk pie. So, when Pam was sitting in her so-called boyfriend's apartment, drinking his out of this world coffee, the phone rang. It was the so-called boyfriends cop buddies and they wanted to know if he wanted in. Of course he had to act all righteous and shit because Pam was lending her ears to his conversation. Not two minutes after he hung up two thugs burst through the door and beat the living shit out of this poor asshole. Pam, of course, tried to lend a hand by hitting one guy with a very obscene vase but that only angered him I think.
So, the so-called boyfriend (actually he wasn't the so-called boyfriend, he was the wanna-be boyfriend. Pam was obviously giving it to someone else.) ended up with brain damage and Pam looked kind of sad as well as kind of relieved 'cos this guy was getting on MY nerves so I don't know how the hell she handled him following and begging her all the time. Get a dog for Christ's sake.
The movie really wasn't that bad seeing as it was made in 1973. And it put Pam Grier on the map. This movie also inspired Jackie Brown, in which Pam also starred, but fortunately did not show any skin (ugh..).
So what on earth am I going to do tonight.. Mmmm. Well, it's not if you really have a choice when you are as broke as I am. It's probably a good idea seeing as I don't feel to well either. Tonight will probably be spent cleaning my apartment properly and maybe I'll actully start reading Candide. Oh and there is a movie I'm looking for. Kate Winslet and Geoffry Rush (or however you spell the fucker's name) is in it. Mr Rush plays a demented, albeit entertaining, writer. Oh yes, Mr Phoenix is in it as well. He plays a priest. Anyway, the movie takes place in the 17- or 1800's. Mr Rush loves to write about things that people do not talk about i.e. things that happen in the bedroom, or wherever you feel like making them happen. Obviously this topic is taboo and a lot of people got upset about him writing anything. Well, I don't really know what happens in the movie, I've only seen about 30 minutes of the entire movie. It will be easy to find though. Thank God for IMDB.com.

She´s been spinning for a little while - But it´s not gonna last
Laughing, smiling says there´s no way back - At least not to right track
But there´s a cracker on the ground - And it will soon explode
There´s some fireworks in the sky - And they will soon fade like you
Structure now, but in a little while -She´s gonna run back
To the chaos isn´t that what we all - Are heading back for
There´s a cracker on the ground - And it will soon explode
There´s some fireworks in the sky
The crackers are still on ground
But I know they´ll soon make a big sound
There´ll be a huge show in late December
Though there will be snow I know
That it will show, yeah it will show
And she will tell everyone about - Her spinning
Cause she has taken her stuff and - Just moved in
To this guy, though she hardly knows - His name
Well, she hopes that she is gonna - Feel the same
She will tell him he´s the one and only
But in the night she dreams ´bout the dark and the lonely
Maia Hirasawa - Crackers